#I've lost motivation to do art
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Hey. Hey you.
I know it's hard to speak up about Palestine.
You may be scared, afraid to get backlash.
You may be a minor and have parents that are overprotective of you or worse, are neutral about the whole thing or is supportive of one side.
But you don't need to speak up about Palestine on your own post. You can always reblog a post with the click of a button. Reblog posts just like this one.
I know it's hard to do much and I know you're sometimes feeling like you aren't doing enough. But you can take it with little steps at a time.
Don't stop talking about Palestine. Your voices need to be heard.
#free palestine#palestine#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#palestine will be free#don't stop talking about palestine#free gaza#gaza#gaza genocide#ceasefire#rambles#🍉#edit: Take this as today's strike post instead#I've lost motivation to do art#edit 2: Look at that. This post blew up. Over 700 notes now.#Thank you so much for spreading awareness! (^^)#edit 3: Saw some of y'all in the reblogs. I'm glad I can help you guys speak up. (^^)
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oh god i havent drawn him in forever* i'm going to PERISH
* = its only been 10 days
#pokemon#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#pokemon n#clai's art#i lost that wild drive to draw i had before and i've been kinda upset about it 😔#or more like i still really want to draw but the motivation to is gone again#it was gonna happen eventually but aaughhh i was having so much fun being able to do smth almost every day again#its fineeee one day i'll get bit by the drawing bug again like that i'm sure#anyway. i miss you every day n.....
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This is taking forever to finish but just in case I lose my nerve and don't finish the other parts (which happens more often than you'd expect) I did want to post the one finished panel of this little interaction!
Hyacinth is a very pouty guy but he's having fun, he's just bad at showing it LOL It's really hard for me to keep motivation up, especially when doodling digitally but this, at the very least, is something I really enjoyed doing♡♡♡
#ginger draws#apollo#hyacinthus#apollo x hyacinthus#hyapollo#digital art#I also really want to do a rendition of that one Dunmeshi meme floating around with Athena and Ares LMAO#There's a tiktok couple thing floating around that I saw comps of that inspired this drawing btw#there's a cheek smoosh and a reveal left to do but I am already running out of stamina LOL#Idk I might just post the sketches if it hits the weekend and I realise I've lost motivation#I won't be too broken up about it though this is just how it is since my artistic stamina is so low for this stuff lmao#hehe thinking about Hyacinth's pout <33
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Darkness in bloom.
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#oh man it's been almost a year since I've made any art#a loved one got cancer last year and I just lost all motivation to do anything#this piece was half-finished when I got the news of their illness last year and I finally found the will to finish it#digital#other
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The urge to draw a digital piece and then my lines are so shaky and wavy that not even the stabilizer can stabilize it auggggghhh
#echo 📎💚#random thoughts#my art is not arting send help#i might do a simpler piece but for now I've lost motivation cuz of the stupid stabilizer
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POV: You want to join an art challenge for August regarding TMNT but the person hosting it is someone who wrote a Mikey gets adopted by the Rise turtles and you also fear that you doing it would come off as you supporting the creator meaning you support their fanfic that doesn't give any respect to 2012 and makes Mikey look like a damn crybaby and also for some reason calls him Casper and not to mention this person supports Unfamiliar Familiar
#Nah because I feel upset when I don't join an art challenge of sorts#Because I'm either lazy#Don't get in on time#I immediately give up#And other reasons#Or I feel like my drawing will suck because I can't do it#I've tried to do art month challenge thingy's like 2 times#One time in October in 2020 but didn't because I lost motivation and I was really late#And May of this year but immediately gave up afterwords because it felt like it be too much work#And now my new reason I probably won't do this art challenge#Is because the creator supports not only those god awful mikey gets adopted by rise fanfics#But also supports unfamiliar familiar#I feel like this person is rather less negative towards 2012 but I'm probably just being an optimistic idiot#Idk if I do this art challenge it will come off as me supporting things that I don't
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"are you back???"
YESN'T
#ooc#I'M ALIVE but#since I have more followers here than my main thought I'd use to give visibility to the floods affecting Rio Grande do Sul#about 80% of our southernmost state has been affect so please keep your eyes on them and help if you can#BUT I haven't given up on my blogs nor my ocs yet#my old pc broke about 3 years ago and I lost all my stuff softwares#also been dealing with some IRL issues + chronic pain = my motivation to draw died#it wasn't much time since I've gotten a second hand pc but I haven't set up my drawing stuff yet (busy IRL)#also I have to relearn how to draw again since I barely touched paper and pen in 3 years#BUT STILL I've got a lot of ideas with Lavínia and my other ocs and I hope to get back to them soon#I want to thank everyone who kept on following liking and reblogging my old art#if anyone need me my main is @renah
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I see a lot of people have made covers of the snippet of Everybody's Waiting (the new JO track)
I may do it too but at the same time I am hesitant given that I am 90% sure they won't see it (since everything else I'd ever made have never been noticed by them - Bojan's big share yesterday included) and if by chance it is getting seen I am not sure how I'd feel having the first thing noticed by them be just another cover
I am probably overthinking things again
#so here's the t in the tags (aka me ranting)#I have not felt great about my art or my contribution to the joker out and käärijä fandom recently#I have honestly felt like an art block is coming#the few things I have been able to create just doesn't feel good to me#and I don't get the same satisfaction of sharing it either#Ik I should be grateful for whatever faves and views it gets but I cannot help but feel underappreciated#which in turn doesn't make me feel motivated to make more#the last few days I have actually been more drawn to playing my guitar and writing songs than creating artwork#so that is what I've been doing#in that regard creating a little cover would maybe be fun#and yet I fear I'd fall into the same trap as with the art#that now I might make something to share with the fandom it has stakes#and in the end the stakes will be too high since I cannot help but compare what I make#and so I will lose interest in making music as well#honestly I feel kind of lost#I have had days I just stop working for half an hour to several hours#falling down an unproductive rabbit hole where I just stare out into the blue or at a youtube video#I don't want to be here#I want to love what I do and love sharing it with you again#but after a pretty productive and somewhat decent january#I now feel meh about it all#thank you for reading my tag novel#I will go now#micahs thoughts#micahs foolery
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i genuinely kept forgetting to post these
i'm pretty burnt out on drawing, so i decided to end the cringetober challenge. as much as i would like to complete it, i would die
day 16 (objecthead) day 15/18 (song lyrics/old art redraw)
i got through halfway the month, which is honestly still a win for me.
look here for a cropped version of the redraw, and the original picture
#pinemartart#cringetober 2023#oc: freak#wc oc#i've not gotten this far in month challenges like this so . still a win#i've lost motivation to continue it though. but i like a lot of the art that has come out of it!#not sure what else to say tbh#i put a lot of detail into the redraw#and it's like. one of the only times i've actually drawn a background semi recently#i want to get better at backgrounds tbh#i also went off with the shading. but tbh something about it seems weird#maybe it's just because i've looked at it way too long#i want to learn how to do more uhh. painterly rendering#where it's more all on one layer .... and stuff like that#but idk where to start or anything#if i find a way to painterly render sketches then it's over. my shading skills + good rendering would kill everyone#while drawing i tend to seperate stuff in different layers a lot. it just makes it easier for me#but that works for more uuhhh. sharp cell shading and toony styles#or where there is clear distinction between things#which i like . but i also want to try painterly stuff#i'm still not sure how to go about it
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helen distortion my beloved
#the magnus archives#tma#tma art#helen distortion#it took me SO long to actually finish this piece omg i had the lines done for WEEKS#i kinda lost my hyperfixation on tma and then lost all my motivation for finishing it#starting my new job has kinda taken most of my brain space so i've had no time for hyperfixating on much else#especially since i've been working SO MUCH#that's why the background isn't as detailed as i wanted it to be#i wanted to draw an avatar/piece for every entity but there's no way i'll have the motivation to do that#so i'm just gonna do my faves#i do have a sketch of annabelle i wanna finish at some point
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#woke up feeling extra insane over one piece#I started watching it for something to do other than sit and rot in my room. I had lost my passion for creating art#felt hopeless over having to constantly rely on others due to my disability. I can't even begin to describe the feeling that filled me when#I sorta feel silly saying such profound things over a shonen anime but.. it's just.. so fucking different idk#I don't think I've ever felt so completely motivated in my life#this show makes me want to create so fucking badly. makes me want to strive to get better in all aspects of my life. media is so important#I used to wonder what the hype over this show was and yeah its just *flails arms around*#personal#hayden.txt
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I remember last year when i changed my icon for pride month I said I’d change it into something else once pride month was over, but then I just didn’t end up drawing anything i was proud of enough to set it as a new icon (to be fair i didn’t even draw like one art piece a month last year lmao)
Anyways, it’s pride once again and I decided that i should stop chomping on sunflowers after a full year, so here i am, once again, with a new pride icon which probably won’t change until next year lmao.
It’s one of my many personas :] this guy is a(n angel pretending to be a) wizard!!
#honestly I'm kinda sad i lost motivation to post the little things i do actually finish#because no one besides some friends have ever seen art of like#the ton of personas I've been accumulating the past years#jaxdart#but also if i did post about them on tumblr I'd have to think of better ways to refer to them than just saying 'wizard' or 'angel' or etc#so that i could tag them in a nice way lmao#note that this guy knows basically nothing about being a wizard he's just pretending to do an undercover job#dude's overworked and pretending to be on an oh so important mission when he's actually having a vacation
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this is quite old but i'm still rlly happy with how i did this. gonna redraw them with more detail cuz i really wanna study the artists' more detailed colouring styles.
instead of ody, i might use another design
(wip) ody in different epic (as in these artists are very cool) styles.
i do plan want to make more but i have no idea when i'll get around to that so, i thought i'd post these in the case that i don't finish those
#and i have 7 other art styles i wanna try out#not just these ones i've done#when i was initially doing this miscy's was so difficult and i gave up#amazing artstyle btw it was just really hard for me and i lost motivation
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#lucien txt#i needa get back into reading comic books#but i just can't force myself to pick them up#i have several comic books sittin on my shelf rn and i'm lookin at them and i just don't feel it#i'm afraid i've lost all light n joy in my heart and that i've become a soulless blob who can't be bothered to do anything#i have so many ideas i wanna put out into the world thru my art but i cannot find the inspiration to execute them#comics were one of my biggest influences#i wanna draw i wanna read i wanna write i wanna make music films videos everything#but i have no will or motivation to do anything#i think i'm genuinely dead inside
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want to post wip (fanart) but also don't want to have the wip reblogged/lose the impact of posting
#if it was just one of my ocs then i would lmao#the problem is that. well. to be honest. i've kind of lost motivation for working on oc art at the moment#mostly because if i want to draw the ones that i've been thinking about most lately. then i have to do a bunch of design work#and it is. kind of easier to just. do fanart of stuff that is at a similar level of complexity to my style ngl. it's a confidence boost#part of the reason that i don't do more fanart is that i kind of struggle to interpret really simple stuff like cartoons or mc skins#when i make these illustrations with detailed features and hair#i'm not saying that i'm a better artist because. simple styles are good and i wish i could do them more#i just dumped all my skill points into semi-realistic portraits. did not dump any into backgrounds or objects either
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Alright. I'm calling it done before it kills me. This is Second Head. It's an Art Book containing instances of the phrase "second head" in fanfics found on AO3. I'll explain much, MUCH more in the cut.
So when I say 'art book', I mean this is an intrinsic piece. I have no motivations aside from personal amusement and interest in outcome. A lot of money was lost/transmuted into free frustration in this project and I have no claims, obviously. I will prolly be the only person alive to read this.
THAT SAID. I have noticed in my years reading fanfic, there's a few linguistic shibboleths that arise in authors who also have experience in the mines. I think there's not a soul alive who hadn't wandered across a 'ministrations' when reading Narutos oral sexing. There's- Hold on. Here's some pix.
There's an impulse, I think, to in-group even when performing a creative act. A feeling that there are certain ways one Should go about the act, by virtue of seeing it performed that way. Especially so when 'training' at the act is often just Doing. Double Dog Especially when the act is exclusively for oneself with very little oversight. Which is to say, we make what we see and we make what we think we should make. At least, at first.
Now, I've been noticing 'grew a second head' (to insinuate surprise) in fanfic for some time. I've never seen it used Outside of fanfic. That may speak to my own bad habits but it got me curious. So a friend and myself downloaded a mirror of AO3 from July of 2024. He did some code- Stuff to scan the mirror for "second head" and of the ~13 million works, ~70k (English) results were returned. That's a rounding error, honestly, but Far FAR more than I expected.
This book is 401 such examples that I personally selected for a variety of reasons. The number itself was arbitrarily chosen. Each page is separate fic, the roughly 300 words around our key phrase.
I don't think repetition or mirroring is a negative thing. I think it's quite charming. Nor do I think it's a sign of a 'bad' artist or 'bad' art. I think it's a signifier of personhood, of belonging, of enthusiasm. Of culture shared and wishing to share. I think it's real sweet. I always smile when I catch a 'grown a second head' in a work.
And it's really fucking funny when it's John Sherlock getting a sloppy toppy. Bless.
Edit: Fixed a very VERY funny error.
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